[ fellas is it gay to lay in bed and tickle your best friend while tenderly holding him in your arms
to be fair to Kiryu, the word kind of slipped out of his mouth without thinking, and after he says it, he prays that Kiryu is cool about it. Which he's not. Nishiki, naturally, immediately looks flustered again; now he's definitely not looking him in the eye. ]
Uh -- yeah. What? Is that bad?
[ he doesn't backpedal this time, if only because they literally just not-really-talked-about-this-but-sort-of-came-to-an-agreement about this a minute ago. They're a couple, right? The dull ache in his head worsens as his heart beats a little faster, nervous. ]
[ oh, shoot, was that a mistake? TOO BAD KIRYU KAZUMA HAS NEVER ONCE HAD A SINGLE THOUGHT IN HIS ENTIRE LIFE... there's a small part of him that wants to reach up and stroke nishiki's hair as a reassurance, but again, he doesn't know if that's progressing too fast or not. unlike a lot of other things he's rushed into headfirst, he dare not risk it this time. nishiki is too important. ]
No, it's not... bad. It's just something I need to get used to hearing... and saying. I'm still in the mindset of thinking of you as my best friend, not...
[ . . . believe it or not, he's too embarrassed to finish that sentence. ]
[ it wasn't even a mistake, it's just embarrassing? Nishiki's not used to it either?! There's going to be a lot of this, isn't there... Kiryu's comment is another reminder of how he's one step behind Nishiki on all this business, but, somehow, it doesn't drag him down as terribly as it did last night. Maybe because he's too busy feeling flustered. ]
Hey, I'm still your best friend, too!
[ that's about all he can manage, coupled with a teasing smack on the arm, because what else can he say? He's in the same spot as Kiryu - he's just doing what he does best and acting like he's in control of the situation here. ]
[ that smack is met with a shove—clearly the tickle impulse has come and gone—before settling into an embrace again, this time perhaps a little more secure than it was before.
the hold only lasts so long, though, because something eventually occurs to kiryu, despite how nice this is. ]
... Though, speaking of... did you have any plans for today?
[ because last night, kiryu was single and probably planning on sleeping through the day (especially if he'd gone any harder at the bar than he already did). but now that he and nishiki are official (?!), does this mean they should be doing something special together...? not that he'd want anything out of a cheesy shoujo, but christmas is supposed to be more of a romantic holiday, at least in japan... ]
[ this is going to take some getting used to, isn't it? He's tense against Kiryu's bare chest, nervous, despite the fact that they've hugged plenty of times (and Nishiki is fairly certain they were both shirtless some of those times); it's both comfortingly familiar and heart-stoppingly not, like so many of the little interactions they've shared today. After a moment of internal urging, he gets himself to relax. Even gets the gumption to settle a hand on Kiryu's abdomen, gingerly, half-returning the embrace from his somewhat awkward position.
It would be cool if he had plans. But Nishiki just laughs dryly, resting his head against the muscle of Kiryu's chest. ]
I got nothing. Every girl I talked to was busy. [ he didn't ask reina ] But I kinda feel like shit, so I guess that worked out. Plus, there's you...
[ as if Kiryu's the afterthought and not dominating his mind right now. He's not dumb; he knows why Kiryu asked him this, and it wasn't because he was curious about Nishikiyama's schedule. Not that it matters, anyway. Nishiki would clear out every fucking appointment he had for Kiryu. Anything he wanted. The thought is unbidden and burns fiercely enough to embarrass him; he sighs, the tips of his ears feeling hot. ]
Let's... stay in. At least until I'm not a zombie.
[ ah—those touches also take kiryu by surprise, and his own face heats up a little as nishiki presses his into his chest. huh... it should... be okay, then, for him to lay his hand atop nishiki's head, right? it's a fond gesture, at least in intention, but as with many of those in the last half day or so, he's still getting used to it also meaning affection in the romantic sense...
god. he and nishiki really are being romantic. how embarrassing. not bad, of course, not at all (even if they shouldn't waltz into the kazama family offices with their hands linked or anything like that); but definitely embarrassing. ]
Sure. Whatever you want.
[ not that nishiki would need any explanation, but despite his conciseness, kiryu isn't being dismissive. he means it honestly and sincerely; he's a man of few words, so the ones he does speak... well, they aren't always well thought out, but they're meaningful in his own unique way nonetheless. ]
[ It sure is romantic!! Nishikiyama still has a hard time believing Kiryu is actually down for all of this, but even his gnawing insecurity can't refute the reality in front of him. His yakuza tough-guy masculinity? A little threatened by cuddling and having his head pet. But not enough to make him want it to stop. Especially with Kiryu saying things like that. He doesn't need an explanation. ]
Thanks, bro.
[ Always taking care of him. Nishiki'll try extra hard not to puke on him. Although, after a moment, he pauses, tilting his head up a little to get a better view of Kiryu's face. ]
Wait. Did you have plans? You weren't gonna go see Kazama-san or anything?
[ he's out of jail now, and he knows Kiryu does that sometimes. ]
[ nishiki's question gives kiryu pause; it honestly wasn't even something he'd given thought to, much less a solid plan like that. as nishiki looks up at him, he absentmindedly tucks some of that long hair behind his ear. the lack of thought that goes into the gesture, somewhat paradoxically, just goes to show how normal this is already seeming to him. ]
Maybe on New Year's, but not today. Last I heard, he was still tying up loose ends from last year. I'm not going to bother him when I was the cause of so much of it.
[ more like the longest and most convoluted series of being in the wrong place at the wrong time, but of course kiryu takes the brunt of the blame upon himself. his expression remains stoic, but on the inside, his heart is too big to even consider holding anyone else accountable for everything surrounding the empty lot incident. ]
[ It's strange but thrilling to have Kiryu dote on him like this - like Kiryu's really looking at him and only him. Nishiki's always craved his attention where he could get it; turns out getting this kind of attention is a little overwhelming. He blinks, breaks eye contact again by glancing off at nothing, nervous and hoping both that his hair isn't greasy and that Kiryu can't tell he's making him all fluttery. ]
Oh... yeah. [ wait, no, he made it really obvious. He pushes past it in a bit of a hurry. ] C'mon, Kiryu. You know that wasn't your fault. Keep blaming yourself for stuff and you'll start sounding like me.
[ he has a modicum of self-awareness... ]
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i'll tag the others too i just got an idea for this one that i couldn't afford to sit on
[ and that, in turn, elicits a deep chuckle from kiryu, the faintest pink dusting his cheeks as nishiki recoils and shoves his hand against one side. he grabs nishiki's wrist, but not like he would in a fight; this one is loose, more fond and teasing than aiming to break a grip. ]
You haven't even fixed it today. You still have bedhead.
[ he snorts at that. Like he needs to be reminded! His hair's bad and his shirt's wrinkled to hell. But, he notes, unlike when he's had a girl over, it's not like he needs to worry about keeping up appearances in front of Kiryu. This guy's seen him covered in dirt, blood, and both. ]
Doesn't mean it needs your greasy paws all over it, bro.
[ it's hard to even keep wanting to push him away when he's flushing like that. It's sort of... cute. Is it weird to think Kiryu is cute? It's definitely weird, isn't it? He's pretty sure he's had this internal conversation before, but damn if he isn't having it again now. He ends up hesitating for a second or two, just looking at his face, before shaking it off and slipping his wrist out of Kiryu's grip. ]
[ the way nishiki's eyes linger on his face for those couple of seconds causes kiryu's blush to deepen. sure, it isn't the first time nishiki's looked at him like this... but how many of those times weren't just admiration or envy, but instead affection or longing?
... he really doesn't need a reminder of how long he's been blind to nishiki's feelings, so he pushes the consideration out of his mind, choosing to focus instead on the present. at nishiki's comment, though, his expression falls just a little—he probably isn't even consciously aware of it. ]
Ah... are you going home for a bit, then?
[ it literally does not occur to him that nishiki could use his shower... but in his defense, it's not like his bathroom has any of the products he knows are part of nishiki's routine. ]
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to be fair to Kiryu, the word kind of slipped out of his mouth without thinking, and after he says it, he prays that Kiryu is cool about it. Which he's not. Nishiki, naturally, immediately looks flustered again; now he's definitely not looking him in the eye. ]
Uh -- yeah. What? Is that bad?
[ he doesn't backpedal this time, if only because they literally just not-really-talked-about-this-but-sort-of-came-to-an-agreement about this a minute ago. They're a couple, right? The dull ache in his head worsens as his heart beats a little faster, nervous. ]
We'll do other stuff, too. Geez.
[ as if that's the issue here ]
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No, it's not... bad. It's just something I need to get used to hearing... and saying. I'm still in the mindset of thinking of you as my best friend, not...
[ . . . believe it or not, he's too embarrassed to finish that sentence. ]
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Hey, I'm still your best friend, too!
[ that's about all he can manage, coupled with a teasing smack on the arm, because what else can he say? He's in the same spot as Kiryu - he's just doing what he does best and acting like he's in control of the situation here. ]
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[ that smack is met with a shove—clearly the tickle impulse has come and gone—before settling into an embrace again, this time perhaps a little more secure than it was before.
the hold only lasts so long, though, because something eventually occurs to kiryu, despite how nice this is. ]
... Though, speaking of... did you have any plans for today?
[ because last night, kiryu was single and probably planning on sleeping through the day (especially if he'd gone any harder at the bar than he already did). but now that he and nishiki are official (?!), does this mean they should be doing something special together...? not that he'd want anything out of a cheesy shoujo, but christmas is supposed to be more of a romantic holiday, at least in japan... ]
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It would be cool if he had plans. But Nishiki just laughs dryly, resting his head against the muscle of Kiryu's chest. ]
I got nothing. Every girl I talked to was busy. [ he didn't ask reina ] But I kinda feel like shit, so I guess that worked out. Plus, there's you...
[ as if Kiryu's the afterthought and not dominating his mind right now. He's not dumb; he knows why Kiryu asked him this, and it wasn't because he was curious about Nishikiyama's schedule. Not that it matters, anyway. Nishiki would clear out every fucking appointment he had for Kiryu. Anything he wanted. The thought is unbidden and burns fiercely enough to embarrass him; he sighs, the tips of his ears feeling hot. ]
Let's... stay in. At least until I'm not a zombie.
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god. he and nishiki really are being romantic. how embarrassing. not bad, of course, not at all (even if they shouldn't waltz into the kazama family offices with their hands linked or anything like that); but definitely embarrassing. ]
Sure. Whatever you want.
[ not that nishiki would need any explanation, but despite his conciseness, kiryu isn't being dismissive. he means it honestly and sincerely; he's a man of few words, so the ones he does speak... well, they aren't always well thought out, but they're meaningful in his own unique way nonetheless. ]
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Thanks, bro.
[ Always taking care of him. Nishiki'll try extra hard not to puke on him. Although, after a moment, he pauses, tilting his head up a little to get a better view of Kiryu's face. ]
Wait. Did you have plans? You weren't gonna go see Kazama-san or anything?
[ he's out of jail now, and he knows Kiryu does that sometimes. ]
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Maybe on New Year's, but not today. Last I heard, he was still tying up loose ends from last year. I'm not going to bother him when I was the cause of so much of it.
[ more like the longest and most convoluted series of being in the wrong place at the wrong time, but of course kiryu takes the brunt of the blame upon himself. his expression remains stoic, but on the inside, his heart is too big to even consider holding anyone else accountable for everything surrounding the empty lot incident. ]
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Oh... yeah. [ wait, no, he made it really obvious. He pushes past it in a bit of a hurry. ] C'mon, Kiryu. You know that wasn't your fault. Keep blaming yourself for stuff and you'll start sounding like me.
[ he has a modicum of self-awareness... ]
i'll tag the others too i just got an idea for this one that i couldn't afford to sit on
pulls his arm back as if winding up to hit him,
and reaches back out to muss up nishiki's (beautiful) hair, sweeping it into his face, and overall just being a brat. ]
smh
[ his PRECIOUS HAIR!! this is unacceptable. Immediately, he jerks away from Kiryu, shoving a hand in his face yet again to try and stop him. ]
You'll mess it up!
[ ... he's kind of laughing, though. Kiryu's still a kid, in some ways - but it's endearing. ]
you love it (and me)
You haven't even fixed it today. You still have bedhead.
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Doesn't mean it needs your greasy paws all over it, bro.
[ it's hard to even keep wanting to push him away when he's flushing like that. It's sort of... cute. Is it weird to think Kiryu is cute? It's definitely weird, isn't it? He's pretty sure he's had this internal conversation before, but damn if he isn't having it again now. He ends up hesitating for a second or two, just looking at his face, before shaking it off and slipping his wrist out of Kiryu's grip. ]
You're right, though. I gotta take a shower.
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... he really doesn't need a reminder of how long he's been blind to nishiki's feelings, so he pushes the consideration out of his mind, choosing to focus instead on the present. at nishiki's comment, though, his expression falls just a little—he probably isn't even consciously aware of it. ]
Ah... are you going home for a bit, then?
[ it literally does not occur to him that nishiki could use his shower... but in his defense, it's not like his bathroom has any of the products he knows are part of nishiki's routine. ]