[where Vanille would usually run forward and embrace Fang upon the other's (relatively) safe return, she finds that now, she cannot. not this time. it seems Fang feels similarly, too, given her actions, or lack thereof.
where does she even begin? she knows better than anyone that when Fang puts her mind to something, she won't stop until she's seen it through—or worse, as the most recent events have shown. images of becoming Ragnarok mix with Fang's possession in her mind, and though she knows both have seen their end, their repercussions still weigh heavily on her mind. part of her feels guilty for even feeling this way, when these feelings bubble up solely from her reactions; surely Fang must have it unspeakably worse, having been the one to actually experience them.
but of course, old habits are hard to break; so begins Vanille's telltale cycle of guilt feeding into more guilt. how does she frame her own feelings in a way that doesn't make her feel like she's being selfish? though she has a good feeling of what the answer will be, she can't help but plead,]
Promise me—please, Fang, promise me that you'll stop doing things like this.
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where does she even begin? she knows better than anyone that when Fang puts her mind to something, she won't stop until she's seen it through—or worse, as the most recent events have shown. images of becoming Ragnarok mix with Fang's possession in her mind, and though she knows both have seen their end, their repercussions still weigh heavily on her mind. part of her feels guilty for even feeling this way, when these feelings bubble up solely from her reactions; surely Fang must have it unspeakably worse, having been the one to actually experience them.
but of course, old habits are hard to break; so begins Vanille's telltale cycle of guilt feeding into more guilt. how does she frame her own feelings in a way that doesn't make her feel like she's being selfish? though she has a good feeling of what the answer will be, she can't help but plead,]
Promise me—please, Fang, promise me that you'll stop doing things like this.