( cmo ) general rp

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body heat / fluff / insomnia / rain / realistic college au / reunion / soulmates / stargazing

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[vipmix]

[oh, right.]

Dream Eaters. They go after dreamers... They've never attacked me, though.

[josh, don't sound put off by creatures NOT trying to kill you]

[soloremix]

But... I'm not a dreamer.

(I think?)

If something's gonna attack me, I can't do anything. My psychs aren't gonna work now that I'm... alive.

[vipmix]

[dismissively;]

Everyone's got dreams. [but then he turns pensive. ...alive, huh. isn't that something.] Technically, if they're after you, that means you could use Dream Eaters yourself... But maybe just stick with me for now.

[soloremix]

(Like I have any other choice...)

[josh is being cagier than normal, which is kind of impressive, actually. the part of neku that isn't in a little bit of awe is, unsurprisingly, very annoyed at this.]

You gave me the short version—what's the long one? Since it doesn't look like either of us is going anywhere any time soon.

[vipmix]

[Josh isn't even sure where he's trying to lead Neku, but he grimaces a bit. He doesn't want to talk about it, but it's not like he can dodge the subject of where they are forever, can he?]

The long one... Say, Neku, you don't happen to remember anyone named Sora or Riku, do you?

[the possibility he does is pretty low, but it's worth asking. besides, it lets him not have to talk about shibuya's destruction for a bit still]

[soloremix]

[he just shakes his head. he's pretty sure he's got all his memories intact at this point, and he can't remember either of those names bringing any sort of familiarity to his mind.]

Doesn't ring a bell.

[vipmix]

I didn't think so. At this point in time, outside of you, they're the only complete people who have visited this dream.

[ughhhh geeeeez he doesn't want to do this. he's torn, because for once, he doesn't want to anger or antagonize neku. but he doesn't... want to admit to the truth, either.

to think there'd be a time where joshua thought he could give neku a worse truth than everything else he's pulled on him.]

There are so many worlds, Neku. Have you ever considered that?

[soloremix]

[the question is phrased a little weirdly, or at least neku thinks so... but at the same time, it's not all that strange. is he starting to get used to the cryptic way joshua talks? so much for getting better at interacting with normal humans.]

Not before, but... we got proof of that back in the dream, didn't we?

[oh, yeah,]

—The other dream. (You know the one.)

[vipmix]

Right. "That" dream... Well, I knew even before that, but that's me stuff.

[he doesn't even namedrop "composer", seeming more melancholy than anything. the dream's so far away for him.]

All worlds are connected, so the talk about travelling between them was old hat to me too. The two I told you about-- I'm pretty sure they were world travelers. They had the weapon for it and everything.

[mixing twewy and kh canon is actually killing me]

[soloremix]

[is... is josh having a feeling. outwardly, he's maintaining a poker face, but inside neku is squinting and trying to get a better read on joshua. he knows it's a futile effort, but... hrm. something still strikes him as off.]

The weapon?

[vipmix]

Ah... Some kind of key. Not all world travelers have it, but the important ones usually do. I'd explain, but it'd probably go over your head.

[and it's not like josh cared that much about the legends of keyblade wielders when he was composer, so he doesn't want to talk about that too much. he turns to look at Neku suddenly, his expression an odd mix of earnest (for once) curiosity and reluctance]

People can travel to worlds. Did you ever wonder what other things could, too?

[soloremix]

N...ot really. I mean, it took me this long to accept that one world exists, outside of my own little corner of Shibuya. Other worlds? Never even crossed my mind.

[he's gotta work on that imagination of his.]

(Where's he going with this...?)

[vipmix]

[there's a moment where the look on joshua's face is almost... wryly fond.]

Of course you didn't.

[it doesn't last long before he looks away to look up into the distance of the sky of Traverse Town]

There's an old saying that says every star in the sky is one. Another world. And when a star goes out... [he tilts his head a bit, still staring at the sky] It's very poetic. That there's a little bit more darkness every time a world "falls".

[THIS ANSWERS NOTHING]

[soloremix]

Uh...huh.

[he's still not really following, unsurprisingly. ffs josh get to the point]

What does that have to do with us? With this place?

[vipmix]

[he sighs and looks to the ground, more tired than annoyed]

I'm trying to get you to understand what I'm about to say. This world-- the version of it that isn't my dream-- is a place that comes into existence to harbor people from worlds who have been lost.

[soloremix]

(Worlds who have been lost...?)

[ it takes him a minute to go over this information... ]

Wait, so—you don't mean...Shibuya...

[vipmix]

I'm aware you won't believe it, coming from me-- [it's abrupt, a bit defensive] but I did what I could. [he shrugs one shoulder like he's not affected, even though his movements are half-aborted and obviously uncomfortable in a way joshua isn't usually]

[soloremix]

[ it's josh's unnerving tone that makes it clear he's not lying. neku knows how much josh actually cares about shibuya, despite being ready to wipe it out during the game. ]

But... Shiki, Beat, Rhyme—everyone in Shibuya—what happened to them?

[vipmix]

I did what I could. [that's a repeat.] Like I said, this world... this town only appears when someone is in need of shelter. This version was made from my dreams, but the point stands. Shibuya's fall came along with the fall of everyone in it. [and. this is where it gets a bit embarrassing, doesn't it, and he brushes some hair out of his face] Normally, this would mean the people fading altogether, but I do have a certain amount of power over souls. You... alongside the three you mentioned. It's a bit of a complicated concept, but I managed to gather up what I could of you by the last remnant of your dreams as they were back in the Game. When I tried to find you refuge, this [he gestures vaguely at the town] is what answered my call. Since it's a world where dreams take bodily forms... [a beat] I've already said it's a complicated concept, but the long of it is I thought I could at least make you four whole again through this place.

[THINGS THAT WOULD BE EMBARRASSING TO PAST JOSHUA: ADMITTING HE KIND OF CARES FOR NEKU AND HIS FRIENDS. but he brushes past it now, looking at neku critically]

I'd been making progress, but nothing like... Well. You're fully whole, Neku. You can't understand how surprising that is for me right now.

[soloremix]

...

I'm honored. I didn't think you cared.

[he's joking, of course, in spite of the grim circumstances. he just knows that joshua would normally never admit to something like this, so for him to be able to openly say as much to neku... he guesses it wasn't just him who's changed.

he still can't fully wrap his head around the concept the way joshua can—because of course—but even he realizes the gravity of the situation. joshua did not let shibuya die. could not let shibuya die. not after everything they've been through.]

[vipmix]

[there's a moment where joshua tenses like he's about to go defensive before he relaxes. he's not used to his feelings being spelled out so bluntly even when he's the one doing it, but he just shrugs.]

I suppose I can't blame you. It's not like I made it obvious. [he doesn't seem to realize neku's joking, too caught up in his own thoughts ... until he adds:] But you really should be flattered.

[soloremix]

[and neku doesn't quite get that his joke went over josh's head.]

That you decided I was worth saving?

[vipmix]

Well, when you put it like that ... You should've figured that out a long time ago, so I guess not.

[enjoy those feels while they lasted, neku.]

[soloremix]

Hm.

[ you know what, he's just gonna shrug that one off. feelings with josh??? that's a little much for the current situation... ]

So... what benefits do I get, being the "real me"?

[vipmix]

[wryly;]

A fully realized personality? [he gestures vaguely to all of traverse town] Something about those travelers showing up kick started your growth, so you all seemed a lot more like your ... post-Game selves, I suppose I could call it. But I was a lot more concerned with keeping you around than examining every aspect of what I brought with me.

[and because this is apparently honesty hour, he looks at neku seriously]

I can't say I could be certain I knew you well enough to notice all the differences. [a beat] I'm only kind of omniscient, you know.

[it's. it's a joke. to lighten the gay.]